Bloggin 365: Day 1

So I begin bloggin 365, not sure where this is going to go but I begin now. My primary goal is to share consistently my thoughts, feelings and an occasional event or two from the day that was. The operative word here is consistently. Writing regularly is not new to me, daily writing in my journal is something I had attempted to do for years and finally established it as a habit in 2005.

Even then I was inconsistent, however by then writing had become more normal than not writing. Through the writing process I could see acceptable and not so acceptable patterns over time that I could either work on or not, but whatever the choice I couldn’t ignore the truth I wrote to myself. Harder still to ignore is that which I share to be my truth yet fail to adhere to in the public eye. Even if others don’t know, or care for that matter, I do and this is my life.

I do enjoy the results of personal improvement. While I don’t like discomfort, (who does) my life experiences have shown me that at least for now, no growth that God requires of me will tax me beyond that which I have inflicted on myself through choosing my own way in the world. I have been hardheaded self-centered and reckless at times.

Through my travels in America and abroad, up’s and downs in the entertainment industry, time spent in the US ARMY and the joy’s and pains of romantic love and loss, I am still here.

I’m currently rebuilding SCR Entertainment from the ground up as my launch pad to an abundant future. I’m still learning how not to be emotional when intellect is required and to not intellectualize when my heart, not my head should be shared.

All that I have mentioned above as well as the search to find God and to live a life approved by God is amongst the many things I will share here . Fun, craziness, spontaneity, victory, and……… whatever comes. It’s real here!

God was here today. REL