Bloggin 365: Day 10

One of the spoken word pieces I’ve written for my up coming album entitled “Spoken” was first uttered as an acknowledgment of my awareness of Gods grace and mercy delivered to me daily. More specifically that which was afforded me during my history of foolish living as well as that which is given even as I seek to live a God centered life while falling short. As the music I composed played these were the words that came to me. Unedited.

Bloggin 365: Day 9

Right now I am a little stronger. Today, in this very minute I am healthier. I have set a course and my feet are steady. Right now no duplicity is contained in the words I say to you and the ones I say to myself.

Bloggin 365: Day 8

I recall reading this statement though I don’t recall where from. While I do understand the context in which it was spoken I now see and understand it differently than I once did. The statement is: ” If we would only do half of all we could do, we would astound ourselves!”

Bloggin 365: Day 5

I miss her. I miss how she said I love you seemingly unprompted by anything I had done. I miss each syllable she sang as she sang to me. I miss the way I felt when she executed each run effortlessly. I miss how she would giver herself to me and then blamed me for her inability to resist. I miss the beginning of us, which led me to the first real exposure of my heart. I miss the woman who showed me I was not ready? I. Miss. Her.

Bloggin 365: Day 4

I know that God hears me and has always been listening. I know that God sees me and has always been watching. His watching must be similar to the way in which I can watch a baby. I can observe the baby while the baby is completely oblivious to my presence. Or His watching must be similar to the sleeping child with a tooth underneath a pillow resting soundly unaware of the loving parent prepared to replace the tooth with a coin. For a time the child will live in the illusion that the tooth fairy came, however at some point the child comes to know it was the parent all along.

Bloggin 365: Day 3

I have candles burning and I’m sitting quietly thinking….. waiting for the right words to write. Wondering what I am going to share and knowing I won’t know until something reveals itself. I’m filled with nervous energy but I have clarity about why I feel like this. These are unscripted and relatively unfiltered thoughts I am about to share and that’s where the nervous energy comes from. I say relatively because I’m not ready to be fully naked yet, in fact I may never be.

Bloggin 365: Day 2

Well this is day two in the bloggin 365 series and I suppose in the strictest sense of things I’m late with this post. It is 1:31 AM (I’m such an around the clock dude) and this would be day three. Whatever!